tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84832986192672912652024-03-18T21:01:10.824-07:00Rebel for RighteousnessRebelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02544724083042719192noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-6942048818789389082011-11-11T10:54:00.001-08:002011-11-11T11:10:18.334-08:00The Spirit and DiwaliLast weekend I attended the Diwali - Festival of Lights - celebration at the Sri Sri Radha Temple in Spanish Fork (the same place I saw the Ramayana a couple months ago.) This is the second time I've attended Diwali but it's been a while. Diwali is celebrated each year, usually early in November.<br />
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According to the temple website, "<i>Diwali </i>is a shortened version of <i>Deepawali</i> (<i>deepa</i>=lamps, <i>wali</i>=row:
rows of lamps). Households in India put lamps in every window, and
temples brightly illuminate their altars to bring in the best for the
upcoming year. The date of the festival coincides with the return of the
avatar of God, Sri Rama, to His ancestral kingdom after 14 years of
exile and many adventures. All the citizens welcomed Rama home by
brightening up his home city of Ayodhya and setting off fireworks."<br />
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It was an amazing experience. Worshiping God with my brothers and sisters of other faiths strengthened my love for them and for God. We participated in Kirpan (I think that's spelled right), which is singing God's name to praise Him. We used Hindi names for God, but I was singing to my Lord and Savior. Someone else may call Him Rama, or Krishna, or Allah, or True Name, but He is still God.<br />
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It was a beautiful and touching worship. I felt the Spirit as He witnessed His love for me and for all His children. One of the most amazing blessings we having in this increasingly global world is that we can meet God through interacting with those of other faiths. My soul was blessed and my heart uplifted by worshiping God in a manner I'm not usually privileged to experience. We danced and sang His name. I bowed before His feet and a Hindi priest extended God's blessing to me.<br />
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The open invitation to worship God together was something I think people of many faiths can appreciate and learn from. While there I was never told "Now that you have us to help, you can truly worship God." Rather, I was told both verbally and through the accepting attitudes of the participants "We are worshiping God. Join us, and together we will be able to offer Him more praise than we could alone."<br />
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I thank God for the opportunity I had to commune with Him at Diwali. I pray that the wishes and blessings we asked for as we floated our lights on the lake will be heard.Rebelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02544724083042719192noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-40692342299477047982011-10-26T11:11:00.000-07:002011-10-26T11:11:49.421-07:00Playing BigAfter the highly positive response to my last post, along with more personal responses to the Myths series, I have decided to really try to do something with this blog. I've got myself a new email address to go with it, a few ideas for new topics, and new motivation.<br />
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I look forward to seeing where this can go. Please continue reading, commenting, and sharing. You are all super supportive and I really appreciate it!<br />
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~REBELRebelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02544724083042719192noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-40019217907166170542011-10-22T22:57:00.001-07:002011-10-25T14:22:27.326-07:00Occupy ___<div class="MsoNormal">
What, do you think you’re rebellious? Do you think you’re
going to do some good? Do you really think you are being oppressed? I don’t
know what your reason is for “occupying,” but I’d like to know.</div>
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Some of you have a point! I’m a business student who just
spent a summer in a work environment that was far from fair. Not only was I
underpaid – which seems the most frequent complaint of the occupiers who aren’t
unemployed – but I was housed in a mold-ridden apartment where my boss and
coworkers could find me to come work more unpaid hours. And this was legal
because I signed a contract to be an intern. I know unfair working conditions.</div>
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But some of these complaints are ridiculous! I just saw a
sign held by one of the participants in “Occupy Provo” and could not believe
it. It read “Capitalism Caused this Crisis.” Next to it I saw “It’s not a
Recession, it’s Robbery.” And another: “$ ≠ Free Speech.”</div>
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Yes, maybe if we weren’t a capitalist society we wouldn’t
have had this crisis. But what would you prefer? Socialism? We’re working on
it. Fascism? I’m sure we could oblige. A monarchy perhaps? If you really want a
king instead of someone we can kick out if they fail for four years, go ahead. </div>
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If we weren’t a capitalist society, you wouldn’t get “fair
wages.” You would get what the government decided you would get. And haven’t we
all agreed that the government won’t look out for the best interests of the
people all the time. Especially when you give them too much power – look at the
USSR, Nazi Germany, Fascist Russia, Communist China and North Korea, Warlord
ruled middle-eastern and African countries. Do we really want to be like them?
Is that better than an economic struggle?</div>
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I repeat, I am a business student – and that presents a
unique view. I have struggled to pay for my education. I have been unable to
find decent jobs because of downsizing. I am starting from the bottom in this
world of economic and political turmoil. Do I become discouraged and ask to be
helped out of my situation? Sure! I recognize the system isn’t perfect?</div>
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I do not feel “robbed” because of the downturn. I do not
believe my leaders always make the smartest moves in fixing it, but I do not
believe they are planning on ruining any chance I have for economic success
just to be better than me! </div>
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First off, if I make more money, I will spend more money on
their products, thereby making them richer. It would be stupid for the 1% to
keep me down because that only limits their growth potential.</div>
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Second, I don’t think they really have any way to stop me.
If we weren’t a capitalist society, they sure could! Socialist measures would
keep me in my place, but capitalism lets me move, grow, and improve my
position. I can create a product and sell it. I can offer a new service. Women
in third world countries do this every day, lifting their families out of
poverty on the back of micro-loans they pay back with the revenues from their
businesses. Do you think you are less educated, less capable, and less creative
than a woman in India who has three children and no education? If you do, then
maybe you are stuck, but if you aren’t, then why can’t you help yourself?</div>
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And I agree, “$ ≠ Free Speech.” Bravo to you for speaking
up! But please, think before you speak. We are taught this in grade school, and
it really does help. If you are really concerned about the economy, go to your
local university and sit in on a basic econ class – in a class of 200, I
promise you can get in free. Or a finance class to learn how to spend less than
you earn – even when you earn almost nothing. I learned my freshman year (when
I had no job) how to save money and make sure I could cover all necessary expenses.
Guess what – I graduate debt-free this coming April! </div>
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Once you understand what you are talking about, you can
speak about it and people will listen. It doesn’t take a lot of money to get to
that point. The simple fact that you have researched a topic and have <i>facts</i> backing your opinion, assures you
will be heard. The respect that comes with gaining understanding is much more
powerful than money will ever be. I am a business student, but I believe true
insight, understanding, and thoughtfulness are more effective than a cash
infusion any day. It’s like that in marketing – I can do more with a
well-planned $100 event than I can with a multi-million dollar ad campaign any
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Please, do not insult your own intelligence by making claims
that undermine your true goal. If you want economic equality, go out and fight
as hard as Steve Jobs, Mark Zurkerberg, Joshua James, or Oprah Winfrey. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-60277790435208284142011-10-11T12:36:00.000-07:002011-10-25T14:24:37.699-07:00Myths about Mormons – Mormons aren’t Christian<br />
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I belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
I believe that Jesus Christ is the Savior and Redeemer of the world. My church
has taught me that Jesus Christ is truly the Son of God. He came to earth as a
man to suffer and die for my sins and the sins and pains of all others in the
world<b>. I believe that salvation comes
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One my favorite scriptures on this topic comes from <i>The Book of Mormon: Another Testament of
Jesus Christ</i>. Second Nephi 25:26 reads “And we talk of Christ, we rejoice
in Christ, we preach of Christ, we prophesy of Christ, and we write according
to our prophesies, that our children may know to what source they may look for
a remission of their sins.” </div>
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The term “Christian” has ancient roots. Wikipedia has a
great summary of the history of the word. Originally, “Christian” was used as a
derisive term for followers of Christ. The use could even denote slave-like
ownership by Christ. Along with the term Nazarene, Christian differentiated
Jews who believed Christ was the Messiah from those who did not. Paul endorsed
the term Christian as being accurate in indicating our dedicated, dependent
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Mormons – whose nickname, interestingly, was also a derisive
name initially – feel the same relationship with Christ that early Christians
felt. It is this dedication, love, and reverence of Christ that earns us the
title Christian. <b>In biblical terms</b>,
we are truly Christian.</div>
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Some will argue that because we do not follow the Nicene
Creed or because we believe works are important we must not be Christian. I
would argue that we are simply a different “brand” of Christianity. We simply
adhere to <b>the initial definition and
meaning the term Christian</b>. If you want to distinguish us, I suggest the
term “Biblical Christians.” This could help explain differences in our
Christianity while not ignoring our deep dedication to and love of the Savior.</div>
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I would like to offer one comparison before ending this
post. In Buddhism there are three major divisions: Therevada, Mahayana, and
Vajrayana. Each of these sects is equally Buddhist. No one Buddhist would deny
that a follower of another way were less a Buddhist than he. But they have very
essential differences. For example, Therevada Buddhists do not believe in the
Cosmic (or divine) Buddhas of Vajrayana Buddhism. </div>
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Likewise, Evangelical Christians are different from Catholic
Christians are different from Mormon Christians, but we are all Christians. We
may have different understandings of how our Christianity affects our lives,
but we are all essentially Christian. We follow Jesus Christ – He is our Lord.</div>
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I know that God lives. I know that Jesus Christ is my Lord
and Savior. I know that were it not for Jesus, I would have no hope of
salvation. It is His grace that allows me the chance to repent and become
perfect. I am grateful for His sacrifice in the garden, His death on the cross,
and His resurrection from the tomb that broke the bounds of death. I know He
lives. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-51195123762018760592011-10-04T21:18:00.000-07:002011-10-25T14:23:55.537-07:00My Favorite Spot of Time<br />
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<i>You wonder how these things begin. Well, this begins with a glen. It begins
with a season which for want of a better word we might as well call September. </i></div>
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<i>It
begins with a forest where woodchucks woo and leaves wax green and vines
entwine like lovers. Try to see it. Not with your eyes for they are wise, but see it with your ears:
the cool green breathing of the leaves. And hear it with the inside of your
hand: the soundless sound of shadows flicking light. <br />
Celebrate sensation! Recall that secret place, you’ve been there, you remember.
That special place where once, just once, in your crowded sunlit lifetime you
hid away in the shadows from the tyranny of time. That spot beside the clover
where someone’s hand held your hand and love was sweeter than the berries, or
the honey, or the stinging taste of mint.<br />
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Autumn is a wonderful time of year. I used to say summer was
my favorite because I could play outside and get tan, but that’s not really a
love of the season, just a love of the activities. Since coming to college
especially, I’ve realized what autumn means to me. For some unknown reason, I
experience typically “spring” emotions and ideas in autumn: romance, rebirth,
and hope.</div>
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Romance is always the first to come up in the fall. As soon
as the air turns chilly in the mornings, a mounting excitement blossoms. It
grows stronger each day until that day when the evenings too are chilly. And
then the excitement becomes a wish: I wish to wander in the chilly evening with
someone special. It doesn’t matter if I have a specific someone in mind – no,
that is unimportant. What matters is that autumn evenings are perfect for long
walks. Feel the rustling of the leaves, taste the chill in the air, breathe in
the exhilaration of walking at night.</div>
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Rebirth may actually show itself in the spring, but autumn
is even more so a time of new beginnings. The school year, for one thing, begins
in the fall. But more important, now is when the full splendor of the leaves is
seen. This is the culmination of their life here – once this is done, they
leave and make way for the new growth. Seeds will fall now that make spring
possible. So much potential is seen in the fall. This is when the patterns are
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Associated with this cleaning of the slate that autumn
brings is the feeling of hope I get. No matter how bad the year was, no matter
the relationships formed or lost, no matter what I feel I messed up on, and no
matter what I planned on doing, autumn is when I feel most hopeful to improve.
The good things from the past year will either stick or disappear throughout
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This hope is the most powerful feeling autumn brings me.
Over the past few days as autumn as crept down from the mountains to the valley
floor, I have reconsidered my career, dedicated myself to new goals, and
discovered new faith within myself. I have the hope that my career plans will
work out, no matter how unsure I feel today. I have hope that with the good
start I’ve made on my goals that I can progress and fulfill them. And I have
hope that my new faith will make me a better child of God and bring me closer
to His presence. </div>
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I am
currently enrolled in the Survey of World Religion class at BYU. Through
lectures, videos, and visits to local worship centers, I am being exposed more
fully to the beliefs and practices of religions I knew little about – sometimes
just the name. </div>
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As I study
and learn, I almost constantly discover misconceptions I had about religions. I
thought the Hindu idea of reincarnation meant you would be forever re-born.
Progression in this life was the goal, but I never had any idea that release
from rebirth and the illusion of individualism, maya, was the driving desire of
Hinduism. I didn’t know Buddhism came from Hinduism. And I’m sure as we study
more religions that I will find and correct even more and worse misconceptions.</div>
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Thinking
about this makes me wonder more about the misconceptions people have about
Mormons: what they think, where the idea came from, and how it affects our
relationship with those outside our religious culture. I grew up around
non-members. I didn’t have any close friends – very few friends of any sort,
for that matter – within our church for most of my adolescence. Through this
experience, I’ve been exposed to some of the misconceptions about the Church of
Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Friends have told me about other ones. And I’ve
seen some on the internet. Other things I have not been asked about or
personally noticed, but I can just guess from looking at our culture that it
wouldn’t be hard to be confused – and rightly so.</div>
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Many times
members of the church respond to these misconceptions with offense, derision,
or shock. I know I have done so at times. Perhaps a blog would be a safer and
easier way to clarify my beliefs. It removes the danger of a reactive statement
that isn’t quite accurate or kind. And it gives us all a chance to come back
and review – you to re-read my statement, and me to correct it if I discover
that I was also unclear. </div>
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As I hope is
clear, I am anything but an expert on my own religion. I have lots of
experience, faith, and understanding, but I do not know all the finer details.
I am not a church historian who has studied the teachings of our prophets in
detail. I have studied more or less depending on my stage in life but these
studies have always focused on where I need greater understanding for my own personal
growth. Therefore, all my knowledge is colored and balanced to suit my
individual needs. But that does not discount the knowledge I do have – it
simply explains why I will not cover some topics.</div>
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This will be
a challenge and a learning experience for me, and I hope it will be a learning
experience for many others out there. To help make these posts make sense, I
want to define a few things in how I think about my beliefs.</div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXNLCzjzhvCeqOTFs8Yk36c5AIKCdejFWS6UK769Lbl-Y6J_vJUlPf-yJ8ATFoRubGt6e7W6XqjEosqGjBZs-0ymSxNt0D3Sizqh2gMquuZD1u6D0u2Jq8XWyKv2O-utdBBUkh-xIfJ6Ol/s1600/IMG_4370.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXNLCzjzhvCeqOTFs8Yk36c5AIKCdejFWS6UK769Lbl-Y6J_vJUlPf-yJ8ATFoRubGt6e7W6XqjEosqGjBZs-0ymSxNt0D3Sizqh2gMquuZD1u6D0u2Jq8XWyKv2O-utdBBUkh-xIfJ6Ol/s400/IMG_4370.JPG" width="265" /></a>1. The Gospel:
This is the “good news” that Christ taught when He lived on earth. It is most
especially focused on the Atonement of Jesus Christ, that “great and last
sacrifice” that was offered to save all men from temporal and spiritual death.</div>
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2. Doctrines:
The actual teachings that direct my life. Doctrines explain how this life works,
why I am here, where I will be going, and what I need to do to return to my
Father in Heaven. For my part, I consider it doctrine if it was taught as a law
in the scriptures or through modern revelation. Some doctrines are less so laws
as we think of them in daily life and more laws as in “laws of nature;” the
doctrine explains the way creation and life is.</div>
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3. Instructions:
Guidelines for living my life, given through modern revelation and scripture.
Most doctrines are also instructions, but not all instructions are doctrine.
For this second instance, I follow the instruction not because it in itself is
determinate in my salvation, but because I believe obedience to the prophet is
a doctrine that is part of my salvation.</div>
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4. Culture:
Aspects of being Mormon that may be based in doctrine or instruction but have
really been created by the members through the way they interpret and live the
doctrines. I’ve noticed these create a large amount of the confusions over
Mormonism, not to mention small debates (or sometimes major arguments) within
Mormonism.</div>
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Thanks for
reading along. I pray that this blog will help me to better understand my own
beliefs as I strive to share and explain them. I also pray that those reading
will be helped in better understanding my religion and my personal beliefs.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-20168263333818998572010-11-01T21:47:00.000-07:002010-11-01T21:47:51.442-07:00In Narnia Again<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><i>The Dawn Treader</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> is probably my favorite of the</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><i>Narnia</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> books. At least, it was. As I grow, my favorites change. Lewis explains that any book that's good to read as a child should be good to read as an adult.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><i>Narnia</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> for me is like that. But as the reason I like them changes, my favorites change too. For example, when I was little, I definitely didn't like</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><i>The Silver Chair</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">. This summer, in preparation for class, I re-read the entire series. I absolutely LOVED</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><i>The Silver Chair</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> this time through. Partially because I had just hiked through a mountain cave that week, but also, I think, because I appreciated different elements of the story. </span><br />
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</div><div style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Last time I read <i>Narnia</i>, two years ago, I wanted the feel of something more, something beyond my boring, normal life. The sense of potential. <i>Dawn Treader</i> gives that in spades. I feel great ability, adventure, and shared excitement with the children. <i>The Silver Chair </i>brings out the weaknesses of the children much more strongly. It wasn't such a heroes and villains story. Sure there were good guys and bad guys and a great adventure, but there was more. I didn't need what else was there. It was just a good story, and <i>Dawn Treader</i> gave me more of what I needed in my life. But now I am older and I see that life is that exciting. I don't need the <i>Dawn Treader</i> to let me feel that feeling of journeying and adventuring. Now <i>The Silver Chair</i> shows me a mirror where I can see the mistakes I have and may yet make. </div><div style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Reading these books again and again as I grow helps to illustrate how lasting and true a good book is. The meaning and significance may change over time, but a good book can always offer me something important to my life, whether it's the first or thousand and first read. I still read my favorite picture books because where they once gave me limitless thoughts of grown-up adventures, now they provide me with peaceful images of childhood joy.</div><div style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br />
</div><div style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"><h1 style="color: #003399; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">"The world of books is the most remarkable creation of man nothing else that he builds ever lasts monuments fall; nations perish; civilization grow old and die out; new races build others. But in the world of books are volumes that have seen this happen again and again and yet live on. Still young, still as fresh as the day they were written, still telling men's hearts, of the hearts of men centuries dead.” -Clarence Day</h1></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-51298226751981581852010-09-22T19:01:00.000-07:002010-09-22T19:01:13.052-07:00Seeking the WanderingOften you hear of Christ the Good Shepard searching for His lost sheep. Usually this conjures up images of various Mormon paintings and the idea of a lost soul wandering in sin. The "black sheep" are also the "lost sheep." They don't know where they should be, and they really don't care. Tonight, as I was reading for my New Testament class, I read a story that changes that image for me.<br />
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In John chapter nine, the story is told of a man, "blind from birth" who is healed by the Savior. After he is healed, the man returns to his home and is seen by many who know him as the one who "sat and begged." The Pharisees claim that whoever healed him is a sinner because he healed on the Sabbath, but others argue that a sinner can't perform such miracles. The city is in an uproar. They go to the man's parents, demanding to know the full story. The parents decide to stay out of it. They affirm that the man is their son, and tell their friends "he is of age; ask him: he shall speak for himself." I immediately thought of a man about my age. Across cultures and ages, 21 has been the basic point for a man to come of age, give or take a few years. If he wasn't my age, this man was probably younger than me.<br />
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As the interrogation continues, he resolutely sticks to his faith in the man who healed him. When asked once more to explain how it happened, "He answered them, I have told you already, and ye did not hear: wherefore would ye hear it again?" When his testimony is bluntly rejected, he is cast out from the city.<br />
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Now comes the important part. Jesus often seems to wander around the Judean countryside with little purpose or direction. On His way, He meets people and performs miracles. But verse 35 says "Jesus heard that they had cast him out; and when He had found him, He said unto him, Dost thou believe on the Son of God?" He had <i>heard</i> that someone had been cast out for His sake, and He <i>found</i> him. That means He was searching. The Shepherd was seeking His lost sheep. But this sheep wasn't a sinner. This sheep was a faithful follower of Christ. He didn't know where he needed to be or what to do, but he was firm in the faith of what he did know.<br />
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Every faithful disciple of Jesus has days where they feel lost and alone. This world is scary and confusing. It is impossible for us in our mortal life to always know where we should go. But we can be sure that our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ is always looking for us. He will be there and seek us when we stumble. As we wander the hills of this world, trying to find Him, He is walking them too. He searches for us, calling our name. As we call back to Him, we will eventually come Home and dwell with Jesus and Our Father.<br />
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I know that God lives. I know that Christ is my redeemer. I know that He will continually seek us and not allow us to become lost so long as we are searching faithfully for Him. As we search prayerfully with faith, we will be aided in our journey home.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-64009564866195529042010-07-22T20:22:00.000-07:002010-07-22T20:23:31.792-07:00Off a Cliff into the Sky<div class="MsoNormal">Last week, I felt like I had hit rock bottom. Either that or I had just jumped off a cliff and was falling rapidly to the ground. Life was out of control. I couldn’t go back. Where I was, no one would come. I didn’t want them to, it was too bad. Only Christ could come, and that was because He knew the way out. But I didn’t look to see. I just curled up into the fetal position and tried to ignore the situation.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">And then my dear friend Heather ignored my grouchy demeanor. She could tell I would probably snap at her, but she didn’t really care. Or if she did, it didn’t faze her. The fact that people could still get to me where I was is probably what snapped me out of it. As the realization of where I was at, where I had come to, sunk in, I finally uncurled and looked around. The night was still dark. At 1 in the morning, all I knew was that Heavenly Father loved me enough to keep two worthy young men awake to come and give me a blessing in response to a single phone call. At 3 in the morning, all I knew was that I was lost. There was a path I was supposed to be on, and I couldn’t see it. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Thursday felt like a long, slow climb. I was trying to enjoy the last day a very important friend would be in town. I was trying to understand where I found myself. I wasn’t ahead in classes any more, and my head was almost constantly hurting. I told my supervisor that I didn’t feel well, and probably couldn’t come to work the next day. I also had a test Friday.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">My friend who was leaving told me it was a wall, not a pit. He said I just had to find the way around it. I still haven’t, but I’ve found something better. It wasn’t a wall. I was right at first. I was either in a pit or falling off a cliff. For us earth-bound mortals, that is terrifying. But I’m not meant to be earth-bound. The fear carried on, and like any rational being, I wished I could fly. I stretched out wings I didn’t have two days ago, just to find that overnight, they had grown. Weak and new, I could barely glide. Even now, I’m just coasting, but each day makes them stronger. The ground is no longer hurtling toward me; the pit doesn’t seem so deep. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">As I learn to fly, there will be harsh cross winds and bad weather. But there will also be amazing views and sweeping sensations. I no longer need to fear heights. I can reach as high as my wings can take me. Heavenly Father has let me fall as low as I was willing to let myself go, and now He has given me wings to return again and beyond. I will follow His instructions and make the most of my angel wings.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-45922818621260869422010-06-06T17:06:00.000-07:002010-06-06T22:31:02.323-07:00My Faith, My Belief, My TestimonyI have a testimony of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I don't need to justify my beliefs. No one can take my testimony from me. <br />
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I don't need to justify church policies. Modesty guidelines, the word of wisdom, the teachings of church leaders. I believe these come from God. My obedience is the way I show my faith and love. I give Him my will, and all glory.<br />
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If I believe in a doctrine, and the Spirit of God has witnessed to me that it is true, it is. Church policy won't change the truth. The gospel of Christ is separate from policy that assists men in their mortal weakness. If ever something seems to change, it's because the Church of Jesus must adjust its temporal policy to make up for the frailties of men. It will work in whatever way we need to bring us closer to Christ and into the Church of the Firstborn. The essential church of the gospel, the eternal Church of the Firstborn, never changes. It is eternal. Here, all doctrine is practiced correctly and fully. This is where I am going.<br />
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I don't want to get caught up in the policy, in the culture. It distracts from the big picture, from the gospel, from the essential truths of eternity. Now in my life is the time to find out where I am going. The gospel directs me. I follow church policy out of obedience and a desire to do God's will. But where my faith is placed is a much stronger rock. It is the rock of the gospel, the atonement, the gift of Christ, of eternity.<br />
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I have made baptismal covenants. These ask of me to obey God and repent of my sins. I have faith in that covenant and the blessings God has promised me. This faith does not need proof, and sways to no disproof. It is the reason I don't ever need to doubt.<br />
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In the past, I have enjoyed hearing scientific explanations for Bible stories. Now I realize I don't need them. Yes, they are interesting, but nothing more. Miracles and the power of God don't need to be justified by science, and many times can't be. That's part of why they are miracles. <br />
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Testimony<br />
LDS Hymn 137<br />
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The witness of the Holy Ghost,<br />
As borne by those who know,<br />
Has lifted me again to thee, <br />
O Father of my soul.<br />
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I know that thou art in thy heav'n.<br />
I know the Savior reigns.<br />
I know a prophet speaks to us<br />
For our eternal gain.<br />
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My eyes are wet; my heart is full.<br />
The Spirit speaks today.<br />
O Lord, wilt thou my life renew <br />
And in my bosom stay.<br />
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As testimony fills my heart,<br />
It dulls the pain of days. <br />
For one brief moment, heaven's view<br />
Appears before my gaze.<br />
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When else will I be this free? I have no family to look after, no career to support. I have a flexible, student job. Summer classes haven’t started yet. I have transportation around town, and just enough savings to go further once or twice. Life has barely begun for the woman I am becoming. Now is when I can decide what she will do.<br />
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I began to realize this a month or two ago. I can push the limits, challenge the boundaries that I have lived in all my life. Many are self-imposed rules, and these are the most flexible. But right now I have very few other rules. So I decided to push. <br />
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Several failed attempts ended in finally finding a ride to southern California and back. At the same time, my money ran out, my anticipated hours at work got cut in half, and my scholarship wasn’t for as much as I needed. So I bought a sixty dollar bus ticket for my trip. Then I hired out my services as an apartment cleaner in my complex for check-out week. Four days of scrubbing later, I was significantly better off monetarily. And I was still going on my random trip to California.<br />
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During my trip, I began to see more of what I was, and what I could be. I saw also what I would never be, the things I could never have. But that only increased my desire to become the best I could. Empowered, motivated, and inspired I began my journey home. Halfway home, I discovered some things that tried to crush my sense of power. A new fear crept into my heart. <br />
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Back at my apartment, my emotions couldn’t decide what to do. One moment I was on top of the world, the next I was almost shaking with confusion and sorrow. Details of the situation will make no difference. The simple description of my state is all that is needed to understand what happened next. I went to visit a friend upon whose wisdom I often rely. As I poured out my heart to her, a new realization of my role began to form. <br />
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My growth, my learning, my study, everything that had lifted me up to such a great height the week before, was still there. I am not perfect. Nowhere near it. But I am strong. As a young adult, I have become an individual. Individuals have power and freedom, but they also have responsibility. My responsibility is unexpected and unwanted. But I am ready for it. Without realizing, I was preparing during the last few months, and particularly this past week, for just this challenge. <br />
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Satan fights hard. He wants to bring us down. He will attack us in any way he can devise. He will come through our wishes and dreams to offer us what we want. He will come through our family to weaken our most fundamental stronghold. But we can stop him. I can hold him back. And I will. I will stand strong as a witness of Christ, and I will fight Satan. My Heavenly Father has given me power, and I will now use it to hold back the darkness that threatens those I care for. Every child of God here on earth has that power, if only they will accept the responsibility that comes with it. Take up your power, and take up your task. Press forward with faith and stand strong. Don’t let him win.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-71515104498586837972010-02-11T14:45:00.001-08:002010-02-11T14:45:53.954-08:00Joy in SufferingA discussion on suffering can take many avenues. You can start with a question: Why do people suffer? Is suffering necessary? You can relate an experience, and focus on what was learned or what was lost. You can talk about reducing suffering or enduring suffering. There are so many perspectives because everyone suffers. But what is suffering? I particularly like the definition of suffering I found online. Suffering (verb without object): to endure… patiently or willingly.<br />
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Suffering is an underlying current that reaches every corner of life. At all times, there is a longing that cannot be satisfied, a dream that cannot be reached. Enduring that stream of sorrow and desire without letting it affect daily life constitutes true suffering. Every day of my life, no matter how satisfied I am with the current situation, I want more. Not in a greedy, self-centered way, but in a manner that reflects the plan of God’s whole creation and glory. Progression is the key point. I am progressing toward eternal life. I am working to progress to exaltation. Once I reach exaltation, I will receive of God’s glory and progress to greater glory and light.<br />
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I desire progression. Innately and divinely within every human soul is the dream of progression. Each day we live our lives, hoping to make it further, to make it higher. We strive to improve ourselves in any way we can. Why do we do this? It is how we suffer. We must endure this mortal probation. We willingly selected to come to earth, to gain a body that can sustain injury, to experience emotions that can feel deep hurt. Each day, as children of a Divine Father, we endure the aches and pains of mortality, willingly and patiently.<br />
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We suffer through this mortal existence, but that is not a depressing or hateful idea. Suffering intrinsically includes enduring. We need only strive to suffer with joy, and we will reach our goal. Each day, when the pain of being far from our eternal home resonates beneath our emotions, we search for ways to be happy, to be joyful, and to be productive. Working toward dreams is a fulfilling activity. When I am making personal progress toward a goal, I am more satisfied with my life and more joyful in my suffering.<br />
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As I continue on my journey forward and upward, I will continue to find joy. When I love even the most difficult circumstances, I will know that I have fully understood and accepted the idea of suffering and enduring. Life is hard, and life is long, but it is worth every moment.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-81274788526934111212010-01-15T11:37:00.000-08:002010-01-15T11:37:37.314-08:00Back to the BasicsAs the new year gets underway, changes can occur suddenly. I’ve moved into a new apartment with roommates I love, even though I’d never met them. My classes are new and my work schedule changed. Even church has changed. We are in a new room, and Relief Society is using a new book, Gospel Principles. <br />
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When this new book was announced, I heard several responses. Some thought that another book that had been planned was just not ready, so this was to hold us over for a year. Others thought that it was a sign that an influx of new members around the world was imminent. Most of the opinions were negative. “I want the meat of the gospel, not the milk.” The most ardent opinion was expressed by a friend of mine who is a convert. For her, the milk was given at 16 years of age. It was recently learned and taken fully to heart. My opinion however, is that this is a much needed lesson manual. We need to really understand the milk before we can consider the meat.<br />
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In my experience, the basic principles of the gospel, those that are vital to salvation and even exaltation, are covered in Primary, and then become part of “The List.” Read your scriptures, pray, go to church, fast. We rattle them off as quick fixes to the problem of the teacher picking on us. Or we are told “don’t just give me the list, think about it.” I feel that this list is much more important than we realize. I personally believe the church is true. I follow the teachings. But I often don’t have a testimony of those teachings. I will readily admit that I don’t read my scriptures every day. Why should I? It’s just part of “The List,” and since I’m doing all the things that require thinking, do I need to worry about that? YES. I do need to read my scriptures every day. I am working hard to make that change in my life. If it’s just a basic though, why do I need it so desperately? I need it because the deeper aspects of the gospel will never be understandable without a basic understanding of the scriptures.<br />
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The entire gospel principles book is full of these gems. I was so excited to get my hands on it yesterday in church. The very first lesson was on the reality of God, who He is, that He loves me. Last summer, I received a stunning witness that this is true. It changed my perspective on the gospel. I no longer live it because my parents taught me to and I believe them. I live the gospel because I know that my Heavenly Father wants me to, so that I can come home to Him. This change happened when I was 19 years old. Young women of 14 and 15 years old are treated as if they should have this type of understanding of the gospel. I believe that many of them don’t have that witness. I didn’t. And I don’t think that’s bad, or unnatural. We are taught well and act on the teachings of our parents. Members raised in the church may not have a strong testimony of these basics. <br />
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As we study the gospel principles this year, I pray to receive a witness from the spirit of their truthfulness. If we approach this study with excitement and dedication, I believe all members around the world will find something new that will strengthen their testimony and possibly change their life. We cannot contemplate the deepest aspects of the gospel without first knowing the basics. It would be like telling a 5th grader to solve a quadratic equation. Someday that 5th grader will learn and understand quadratic equations. But first we need to teach them how to multiply and divide whole numbers.<br />
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I for one am very excited about the upcoming year. Honestly, I have never been so excited for a church manual. I know that if I give my fullest to the lessons, I will learn and grow this year as I come to understand basic principles of the gospel I follow.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-29881111327676343382010-01-02T13:36:00.000-08:002010-01-02T13:36:25.502-08:00Martin's CoveCowboy poetry, it was a passion with my grandpa. Old George, the man who worked on a ranch until the cancer was so bad he couldn't get out of bed. In the final weeks of his life, my grandpa worked to memorize one more poem. He could only remember scattered lines, and often asked for my help. Almost every time I went to see him, he would point to the large poster with the poem inscribed on in and ask me to read it to him. <br />
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Now, in his memory, I want to share this poem. I can't find it anywhere else. It's as if his poster is the only record of this piece of art. Please read and enjoy the poem. Now anyone can read it, and I think that's what my grandpa would love. <br />
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<i>Martin's Cove</i><br />
by Mick Kaser<br />
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By now it was into November<br />
they knew they'd started too late<br />
The Devil was hunkered down waitin'<br />
hidin' behind Devil's Gate<br />
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The bears had holed up for the winter<br />
the Natives had even pulled out<br />
The weather was not fit for pilgrims<br />
not now... and not here abouts<br />
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Should have wintered in Florence<br />
August was too late to start<br />
To make things worse, these people<br />
were pushin' and pullin' hand carts<br />
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Mormon converts from England<br />
worshipping God in their own way<br />
Left Liverpool in eight ships<br />
and crossed the Atlantic in May<br />
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Then landed in New York City<br />
two thousand emigrants in all<br />
Rode the Rock Island Railroad<br />
to the Iowa River that fall<br />
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That's where the problems first started<br />
'cause the guys buildin' the carts<br />
Didn't know these folks were comin'<br />
were all out of lumber and parts<br />
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So, it was three weeks or better<br />
before they could get on the road<br />
Four to five hundred pounds per cart<br />
was about the average load<br />
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They sang as they left Iowa City<br />
"Come Ye Saints" most likely the song<br />
They were happy just to be movin'<br />
for now, they rolled right along<br />
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Most of the axles were wooden<br />
the lumber was green, had not cured<br />
A man named Savage objected <br />
but no one payed heed to his words<br />
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He'd rather have holed up 'til springtime<br />
'cause he knew what lie ahead<br />
The Saints wouldn't listen to logic<br />
or the wise words this man said<br />
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One thousand thirty stubborn miles<br />
if they hurried, did not dally<br />
Sixty five days hard travel <br />
from Florence to Salt Lake Valley<br />
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So they ferried the dirty Missouri<br />
swollen by late August rains<br />
And followed the Platte through Nebraska<br />
amazed at the long endless plains<br />
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Three humans harnessed like oxen<br />
pushin' and pullin' that weight<br />
Up hill from Winter Quarters<br />
seven hundred miles... Devil's Gate<br />
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Their journey thus far had been pleasant<br />
free of serious mishap<br />
But when they left Fort Laramie<br />
the gate slammed shut on the trap<br />
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Their rations were starting to dwindle<br />
they had to lighten their load<br />
South Pass was still ninety five miles<br />
and they had to cross 'fore it snowed<br />
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All their earthly belongings<br />
in the carts, or strapped on their backs<br />
They counted the days past Fort Laramie<br />
by the empty flour sacks<br />
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They dumped some baggage at Deer Creek<br />
and crossed over Muddy Creek Ridge<br />
They'd not pay toll to the gentiles <br />
to use their Platte River Bridge<br />
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Instead they forded Last Crossing<br />
pushin' and pullin' those carts <br />
The first party finally made it<br />
after three or four shakey starts<br />
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Froze to the bone were these mortals <br />
in ice water up past their hips<br />
But nary a word of dissension<br />
passed through their near frozen lips<br />
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The water was waist high in places <br />
there was no wood for a fire<br />
They slipped and fell in their traces <br />
and the water just kept creepin' higher<br />
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One thing led to another <br />
all the well laid plans went amuck<br />
Half the time they were mired down<br />
the other half they were stuck<br />
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Thirteen souls did not make Horse Creek<br />
they passed on during the night<br />
Seven more didn't make Sweetwater<br />
they passed on after day light<br />
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Before they'd wrestled the Devil<br />
Fifty six brave souls had gone<br />
They took one look at Sweetwater<br />
and could not find faith to go on<br />
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But their rations had dwindled to nothin'<br />
four ounces of flour per day<br />
They remembered the meadow at Deer Creek <br />
and the warm robes they'd cast away<br />
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They found relief in a horseshoe ravine<br />
snow was a foot and a half deep<br />
Their numbers were less every mornin'<br />
as more passed on in their sleep<br />
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The wind howled like a banshee <br />
cut right through thin clothes like a knife<br />
And chased them down in their haven<br />
and caught them and snuffed out dear life<br />
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The cold cut clear to the marrow<br />
the mercury said one below<br />
Twenty two more souls departed<br />
before they decided to go<br />
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They could barely see 'cross the river<br />
the blizzard holed on with rage<br />
And so they left martin's Haven<br />
and twenty two friends 'neath the sage<br />
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Then the sun game out at Three Crossings<br />
was their luck beginning to change<br />
Was that a rider they saw comin'<br />
or were they perplexed and deranged<br />
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No! Their eyes had not deceived them <br />
though the sun made them squint and strain<br />
'Cause see... this angel on horse back<br />
was ahead of a wagon train<br />
<br />
It was like these heroes had halos <br />
that encircled their heads like a ring<br />
To a thousand half frozen mortals<br />
that rider on horse back had wings<br />
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Food and clothes from the valley<br />
tears pulled like strings on their hearts<br />
From here on they'd ride in the wagons <br />
and not have to pull those damn carts<br />
<br />
Many bold souls that left England<br />
would not complete this travail<br />
Two hundred plus, counting Willie's,<br />
would be buried along side the trail<br />
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There is a price to pay in all ventures<br />
and this journey had taken its toll<br />
there were two hundred more saints in Heaven<br />
when Saint Peter took the last roll<br />
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It's easy to look back and wonder<br />
how these folks got in this fix<br />
But you won't know lest you've been there<br />
Martin's Cove... eighteen fifty sixUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8483298619267291265.post-11114800129217345222009-12-05T14:40:00.000-08:002009-12-05T14:40:43.806-08:00Make a StandBrother Richard Draper is a professor at BYU in the religion department. His areas of expertise are prophesy, early Christian history, background of the Pearl of Great Price, and apocalyptic. It's this final focus that lead to me meeting this incredible man. As one of the leaders in LDS apocalyptic research, Brother Draper teaches what I believe is the only Book of Revelation class offered on campus. And since he's probably retiring next year, who knows when this sort of an opportunity will again present itself. Before coming to BYU I wanted to take this class, and my expectations were not disappointed.<br />
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In Brother Draper's class the spirit can be overwhelming. I have no problem rising early in the morning each Wednesday to arrive at the 8 am class early. I only go to class early if I was already on campus and it's convenient. Book of Revelation is the exception. I wake up early just to be there on time.<br />
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A myriad of views on the Book of Revelation exist in this world, from the mark of the beast being PIN numbers and locusts being battle jets, to the idea that John the Revelator was a raving, drunken lunatic. However, Brother Draper's perspective, and the LDS view in general, is one that I hadn't heard much about. Although I am fascinated by the Revelation of John, Sunday School and seminary taught me very little about the book. Despite Joseph Smith's several revelations regarding this book and its meaning, it was difficult for me to be satisfied by the answers I was given. On one hand, we are told of horrible destruction, danger, war, plague, and terror. On the other we were told that, as saints, we would be safe. This satisfies many people, but not me. I wanted to know more. It seemed vitally important to me to understand what will be happening and my place in it. I knew enough to know that solid answers would be difficult to get for all my questions. But I wanted to understand so much more than I'd ever been taught.<br />
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After a semester listening to Brother Draper, I think I understand. We don't know all the details. We don't need to. As we get to each new step, our prophet will tell us what need to know. But I do get to know so much. Even Satan's reign of terror will be ultimately controlled by our God. He loves us completely, and He is pulling the strings to make sure everything ends like He planned it. We have our agency, but He knows us so well, every one of us, that He has put us where we need to be to have His will executed completely. As Brother Draper says, throughout all of the horror to come, God says "If you messa with my children, I breaka yo life!" He probably doesn't talk like that, but that's still how He feels about me, and you, and every other one of His children.<br />
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Like no other class before, this study of the Book of Revelation has caused me to want, so very desperately, to make a difference. I feel so insignificant, but I want to help the cause of the Lord in a direct and clear way. Like Elder Holland, I want to declare my position with surety. Last Wednesday, Brother Draper was describing Babylon the Great, mystery, mother of harlots, and her beast. She has a iron grip on this world. She and the Beast support each other. They encourage tolerance of everything but morals. They promote fulfillment of needs that didn't exist until they made you feel inferior. They sell the souls of men as commodities. They create a world based on the Mahanic Principle: using people as tools to get material gain. Promises are made. Babylon the Great offers fine material goods, slaves and souls of men, the praise of the world. She, with the help of the beast, can teach you how to get gain and put down all opposition. Lasciviousness, greed, idolatry, cruelty, and cold selfishness become the norm in the world the beast rules.<br />
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I sat in my seat. Vivid images of evil and fear ran through my mind. But the spirit was not gone. He was showing me what this world is like. And then Brother Draper stepped from behind his podium, he spoke to us, and at the same time the Spirit of God told me to really listen, and really understand. "I want you to be rebels," Brother Draper declared, "Rebels for righteousness. Know why you make a stand. Take that stand, and don't back down." I sat there stunned. I've wanted to make a difference, but what can I do? I'm not one of the revolutionary students who helped change roll across Europe. I'm not someone who can march with Civil Rights activists. Those days are over. It's not the same anymore. But I can't sit quietly and watch the world be "made drunk with the wine of her fornication." (Rev. 17:2) Today my voice can make a difference. If one person speaks out, that is one less person supporting Babylon. And maybe someone will listen. But as long as I don't back down from my stand, I can be a rebel for righteousness. Maybe it's not flashy and glamorous and Robin Hood, or the students of the ABC cafe, but it will make a difference.<br />
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Don't stand idly by. Rebel.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0